♥ whiny, not anymore. (Saturday, November 28, 2009 / 1:30 AM)
Why dont I get whiny and teary anymore?
Why dont I get fear struck in me anymore?
Why?
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Feeling damn awful. ( / 1:15 AM)
:(
ohwell.
On another note, tomorrow's my cousin's uncle's wedding. Its kinda like an indirect relationship, but my whole maternal family is invited.
Its been so long since I last attended a wedding dinner. I cant even recall when's the last time I went to one. Its a happy event, and I like happy events.
I hope I get pictures then cus my phone is spoiled, and I dont have a camera. :(
Alright, time for a good night's sleep. So many thoughts weighing themselves in my head.
One picture before I sleep...

I think this dress is sooooooooo cute! But its not meant for me! :(
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"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ I needa talkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk (Saturday, November 21, 2009 / 6:49 PM)
Okay, so after surfing blogsecret, for the past half an hour or so, I finally shut the browser. I can go on and on for sure. And a large majority of the secrets, lets say, 85% of them, are about love, relationships, heartaches. It just makes me feel like, "hey! I'm really blessed. My life's a whole lot better." Then, there are some secrets that says something like "
I think of my ex when I am out with my boyfriend".
I think its really bad. Bad for both the girl, as well as the boy.
Real sad. :(Well, life isnt a bed of roses. Life sucks sometimes, and you feel like everyone in the world has it so much better than you do. Try to count your blessings, because that is what we often forget to do. We always take many things for granted, and forget about them. We only recall the bad/unhappy things, which isnt very good!
grrrrrrrr, I needa start doing my FM tutorial. Im screwed for SAPD. I dont know what my lecturer has been teaching about for the last 5 weeks. Yes, that bad. :(
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Why do people hate? ( / 6:36 PM)
I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone... they will be forced to deal with pain.
-James Arthur Baldwin
Very true, dont you think so?
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"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
12732.) You make my heart smile.
"When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No… don’t blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away. Doesn’t sound very exciting, does it? But it is!"-Captain Corelli’s Mandoli”
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"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Boy oh Boy. ( / 2:19 AM)

You know how much I love you?
Much as you dont believe it, (HAHA!) its actually this much:
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Nights world!
:)
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"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Hard to understand, Enlighten me? (Wednesday, November 18, 2009 / 4:34 PM)
There's been quite alot on my mind since I saw/felt/was told about things. Yes, I am a very sensitive person, and I can sense a person's change in attitude or stuff like that very easily.
Ironic, you may say?
Well, I know I am not fantastic, or anything close. Ohwell, think its just not enough. Not yet. At this point of time, there are 2 solutions. One is to falter and give up, thinking what you do will never be sufficient. The other is to do even better, try even harder to prove that you can be just as good. Or even better. Guess what I'd choose?
What makes all the things so much more bearable for me is the fact that Wh is here for me. :) We bitch about stuffs together, we complain about stuffs together. I like that. :D
I like Wednesdays, because thats one day I am free from school. We slack/ sleep through the whole day together and esentially, all the time is really spent together. Sweeet, I like. :) I wonder what am I going to do/ how am I going to cope when he goes over to Aussie. Haha, Its not that far away from now anymore.
Neeway, todays the 18th. :) It marks another month. Love you as much still. :)

Labels: bb, love
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Its 10pm! (Tuesday, November 17, 2009 / 9:55 PM)
Birthday boy!Wanted to type so much, but I cant remember what I wanna type all of a sudden.
:(
Had nightmares/ weird dreams these few days. Wonder whats causing all that. HAHA, whatever the case, my life has been reallyyyyyyy good these few weeks. :D
Wh just passed his big 23 mark last week! Good or bad?
Well, the weather wasnt really to our favour that day and our first stop of the day was to the flyer! BUT NO! Not to take the flyer, but to have Popeyes for brunch!
Their mashed potato didnt disappoint! :D
Headed to catch 2012, and I dare say its one of the best movies I've watched this year! Cant fathom why some people says the movie sucked.
Went to Suntec City, thinking that we want to have dinner there, end up we gave it a miss and went on the flyer instead! Yes, yes, yes, we walked though its so far away! The view was good, the lights were pretty!


Headed off to vivo after the Flyer, and had dinner at
Brotzeit. And incidentally, we had the sausage platter (which is featured in its homepage, I just realized!) which was not bad!

Würstelplatte
authentic sausage platter with spicy chicken sausages, Nürnberger pork bratwurst, mini pork cheese sausages, weisswurst sausage and garlic sausage with sauerkraut and mustard


After that awesome dinner, we took some random pictures!


Alright, should go to sleep/ do my QA tutorial/ copy shermaine's FM tutorial now! Its 12.50am. Ohmy. Gotta wake up to make breakfast for baby tomorrow! :D
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"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Swollen Eyes (Sunday, November 1, 2009 / 3:35 PM)
Hello world! I feel like getting a new blog/changing the blog name. But the latter kinda defeats the purpose? I want a fresh new start.
And I had a terrible, swollen right eye yesterday which hurted me so much. :( At least its a little bit better today. I guess I'll be fine by tomorrow. Else I wouldnt be able to go to school! I dont want to miss my gems. Its so fun.
But missing school would be good for a sleep in! Anyway, my daddy's birthday is coming but I totally forgot about it till today! And its on 7th on November, just nice a Saturday, the Saturday which Cindy is holding her birthday party!
Oh no! I hate making decisions like that. :(
Time to get presents. Note the "S"? HAHA.
Okay, time to go to do my tutorials?
xoxo, D
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"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY