"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ FMA down. ( / 7:44 PM)
Fma was killer. Totally. Its not about me not revising or mugging enough. Its just, that hard. Really. I kept hearing Benjamin sighing and "shit!" and TSK throughout the paper. Its kinda really distracting but its funny at the same time.
uhuh, I think sometimes you just cant find anything to say. moody shiat.
WCD, the last paper. Super glad. :)
And I feel super neglected lorh. No one's at home except for me. Mum and baby came back for a brief hour and went out again. My brother and sister MIA already.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ LOVELOVELOVE (Sunday, August 30, 2009 / 9:09 PM)
Woke up to bb beside me, had breakfast at West Coast Park Mac. Went to buy charsiew rice and off to bb's house. Jp, Slack, Jacks place for dinner.
Super awesome. I want my life to be like that. :D:D
P/S: WCP on friday? Or bb says go safra the kids play place. Or go swimming? FIONA ARE YOU READING THIS?! P/S/S: Fund raising starts now. P/S/S/S: FML, fma in another, 12 hours.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ In love (Saturday, August 29, 2009 / 4:15 PM)
They don't know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Sucky saturday ( / 2:02 PM)
Just like I've tweeted,
"I hate end the end of the month. Other than the whole sum of pocket money feeding my bank account, there's nothing much to look forward to."
:(
I. am. so. tired.
Ok, anyway, it seems so long till my birthday. This year's different from the past. I used to anticipate my birthday, and get really excited about it. But my birthday seems to be cursed.
So, anyway, for this year, part of me anticipates it (as usual), but a larger part of me dont want it to come. Cause simply:
My birthday > BB's birthday > Christmas > New Year > BB GO OFF TO AUSTRALIA
Totally depressing. That'd be a tough thing to do, to bid goodbye to him and then see him only every 4 months or so.
So many miles apart. Trust is going to be very important in ensuring the success or failure of this beautiful relationship.
Like I ever mentioned before, trust is like having long hair. Once breached, the long hair is cut off. To get your trust back takes a long time, akin to growing your hair back to where it was. No matter how much its cut, it still has been cut.
And yes, the proposal is awesome. The guy is sweet. The girl is smart. The guy subdues the girl, and they live happily ever after.
Why do I sound so, boring, bored, blahblah.
Ok bye world. FMA sucks. It has 2 characters in common to FML.
P/S: I dreamt of sunflowers. P/S/S: Friday, WCP with weiwei and fiona and denise?
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ G force! (Friday, August 28, 2009 / 3:16 PM)
I STILL CANNOT INSERT PICTURES?! ANGRYYY. :(
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Anyway, heard about G force? If you havent, then I suppose you have been at mars all along!? G Force, Gadgets, Gimzos, Guinea Pigs. Watched the trailer so many times and still cant stop laughing. :D
Needless to say, I like Agent Juarez. "If looks could kill, you's be dead already." So snobbish! But I like!
Why? Firstly, its a SHE! Packed with looks, brains and martial arts. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEE! With a middle name of: Danger Maria Rosa Conchita? Double cutesy!
I like her voice as well. With a voice by Penélope Cruz, whats there not to like? Especially at the part where she says, "If you try to put a bow on me, you are going to lose a finger." Packed with attitude! I like! And I so wanna watch it. With BB. :)
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ ISEC down! (Thursday, August 27, 2009 / 9:36 PM)
ISEC is down! You dont know how glad I am. ISEC has always been my nemesis, I dont know why. I just cannot click with it.
I stayed over at bb's for so many days! Now that I'm finally home, no one is home. Ok, so bb posted me a question
What if my mum and dad allows you to stay over like long term for 6 months, 1 year? What will you tell your mum? Will you want to?
HAHA, today was quite a nice day. :) Had a gooooooooooood breakfast with bb and his mum at jurong west, back to his home to study, sleep and go for exam. Back to his house after that for dinner!
Somethings happened, somethings got uncovered. Good or bad? Depends on how you look at them.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ About me! (Tuesday, August 25, 2009 / 11:06 PM)
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Life of mine! (Sunday, August 23, 2009 / 11:39 PM)
Now that I think of it, I should have took a picture of bb when he was like wasted. heheh.
Ok, so SUNDAY! Went Orchard Hotel at noon for idp stuff and back to bb's home. All three of us conked out (bb, bb's mum and me) till like 7pm?! Dinnered at yewtee point. Got durian pancakes after that. YUMMY! (they'll be mine tomorrow! I am so full now. The duck rice's portion is like for giants?!)
SATURDAY was spent lazing cause bb had a bad hangover. headache and such. But no vomiting. So much for me always thinking that hangover = vomit. TSK. But dinner was kinda nice. Sting ray, cray fish, veggies, bakutteh, sotong, fried rice, i cant remember what else. Like conversations between bb and his dad. Always so cutesy.
Ok, so I think I'm being a retarded hippo. Bloody insecure!? I think too much, no good. Somethings in life just cant be controlled by me. I know it, but I just cant register it.
Ok, so this means, bb has and will be going to Australia for sure. But thats kinda a good thing in a way. Not that I wouldnt want him to stay in Singapore, why dont want right!
But he'd study and get a degree, so as to be able to have a better future? I think guys with ideals and goals are so attractive. Dont you think so? Thats why I love you baby. :)
I don't know why I love you but I do I don't know why I cry so but I do I only know I'm lonely and that I want you only I don't know why I love you but I do
P/S: Can you imagine your future? What would it be like? P/S/S: Childhood pictures are priceless.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Dead drunk (Saturday, August 22, 2009 / 5:56 PM)
Karaoke and Bb came back kinda tipsy. He was really cute though. HAHAHA, Brought back home by his friends and he was reallyyyyyy cutesyy.
Town tomorrow! Funnn. :D Braces, 4k. Should I?
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Random! ( / 2:49 AM)
I think the last post is so scary so I want to post something up to cover her face.
Also, bb hasnt come back from karaoke! He must be having fun. Which isnt totally bad, right? HAHA.
Also, I am looking for orthodontist who does good braces. Bb would be paying. In installments. Of 5 years. Provided we dont break up by then. HAHAHA. If we do, then he saves the rest of the unpaid money.
Wonder if he really means it. 3.5k is not a small sum of money!
I think he's totally cute like that. I mean, how often do you get a guy who likes to shop for groceries with you!? I got it. HAHAHA,
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ ORPHAN (Friday, August 21, 2009 / 11:37 AM)
Had this movie last night, and it scared me like abcdefg. the movie's scary like 4/5. But please bear in mind i totally cant stand horror or ghost movies. It just scares the hell out of me. I was asking bb, why all the movies that are coming out soon are like horror, suspense or ghost?
So much for having an exam the next day. Ditched my books to go to the movies with bb after he popped over at my house to surprise me! I thought he was still outfield. End up he called mummy and drove mummy home!
SWEEEEEET ah my honeybunny. HAHA, but the best part? Bb stayed over last night. I like! :D
And oh, freckles. What do you think of it?
Ok, ELIT's over. Presentation in 1 and half hours.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ FML (Thursday, August 20, 2009 / 3:51 PM)
"Today, at a family gathering, my aunt asked me when I was planning to have children. I'm only 16, I laughed and said not for a while, definitely not until I get married. My family shook their heads, and ignored me for the rest of the day. Apparantly, teenage pregnancy is valued in my family."
"Today, my wife decided she didn't want to lose weight with me. We were trying to decide on a reward for each pound lost. I suggested sex as the reward. She felt it wasn't fair to punish her just because I lost weight."
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Slippers, a danger to your health? ( / 12:34 AM)
Summer footwear harbor more than 18,000 bacteria, including deadly germ
TODAY, with the help of the University of Miami emergency mobile flip-flop lab, tested some footwear and found that there were more than 18,000 bacteria on just one pair of flip-flops. Even more shocking than the number of germs were the types represented — bacteria from fecal matter, skin and respiratory germs.
One pair of 6-year-old flip-flops had germs that cause yeast infection and diaper rash.
They found that the shoes that flopped their way into that public restroom harbored about 13,900 more bacteria than the other pair.
Presence of a deadly germ Most disturbing of all, the flip-flops provided shelter to the potentially lethal germ Staphylococcus aureus. That’s serious, said Dr. Philip M. Tierno Jr., director of clinical microbiology and immunology at New York University’s Langone Medical Center. He said the presence of this germ can be especially problematic if you have an open cut or blister on your foot, or if you handle your flip-flops a lot with your hands.
“That particular organism can give you a serious infection like a boil, or more serious, it could possess toxins,” Tierno told TODAY. “They can make you very sick or kill you.”
Protect yourself To help combat such exposure, you can wash your hands often and remove your shoes before you walk around your home.
You also could consider reserving those flip-flops as part of your beach or poolside attire only, Tierno said.
“I’m not saying don’t ever wear them,” he said. “They are nice for the beach and the pool and perhaps even in your home. ... My thought is they should be worn temporarily. There is a place for them.”
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Dad, again. (Tuesday, August 18, 2009 / 10:33 PM)
My brother always makes me wonder, when is he every going to grow up? When is he ever going to be more sensible? When is he going to stop making all of us worry, get irritated about him?
I know people all go through this stage, the feared ADOLESCENCE. But he seems to be taking a longer time than well, me to get through this. He kind of fell down today and the wound is terrible. I cant bear looking at it. Maybe its just my low tolerance for bloody stuff.
And so, maybe cause I exaggerated things, and mum called dad to come over to bring brother to go to the doctor. Mum thought the wound was gigantic and really bad, based on my descriptions. When she saw it, she was like "eh, you say until like so big like that."
By then dad was on his way here already, so nothing much can be done. We cant ask him to just go back like that? Its as though, he has to come whenever he is needed and has to leave whenever he is not needed. Thats a very bad thing.
And so, dad was like ok, lets go to the doctor. And yeah, the doctor gave some colourless liquid which I keep thinking is tap water. But it is Chlorohidene or something. And so, money flew away for no apparent reason. I keep saying we should just pour 青草油 over his wound. Such a miser and vicious sister. HAHA.
But he has always been like that since young. Falling, scraping, bleeding, tripping. He has legs which are too long and skinny. I, on the other hand have got short and fat legs. Like what I always say, I took all the wrong genes.
Ok, more to come later. I am going to run now. Time check, 10.44pm.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Cenosis ( / 1:16 PM)
There's something wrong with blogger! I cant post pictures, or any videos. :( So please please bear with all the words!
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Talking about slimming. What with all the stick skinny models strutting their stuff down the walkway, it just makes all sense that a great majority of us out there is being "brain washed" into thinking, skinny is beautiful.
Since skinny is beautiful, we would definitely have to try ways and means to well, shed the excess kilos off our frames. And that includes me. I think I'm fat. Soooooo fat. I always wonder how is it like to be skinny. Or at least slim. What makes it worse? I am super bottom heavy. I wonder why. Must be my genes. :( My mum thinks that she is fat either. But hey, who is skinny after giving birth to three kids?
To shed my kilos, I tried many things. The banana-water breakfast diet, starvation diet, detox diet, vegetarian diet and the more commonly known Atkins diet.
Matter of fact? They worked. Only enough for you to lose that 2kgs in that week and they would climb back up the moment you eat normally again.
Failed attempts, but I continued trying. Guess thats just human? That probably explains why i tried so many types of diet plans.
Exercise has got to work, doesnt it? Sure it does, if only you do it diligently. But its a pain having to keep it up. And truth be said, I am lazy, very lazy. That spells trouble. I remember having run twice or thrice a week some months ago only to give up after my shoes gave way. I procrastinated buying my shoes, know why? So that I could put off running.
Human mindset. OR at least my mindset. We always want to get results without doing anything on our part. Sounds familiar?
My mum also had her own share of failed attempts.
I remember when I was younger, she used to take these meal replacement diets (Cambridge Diet), and kept it up for quite sometime.
I dont think it really worked, else she wouldnt need to lose some more weight up till now, so many years later right?
I also remember how we spent our Saturdays, at a slimming centre. We were still kind of young, primary school kids? We would sit there, at the waiting area, waiting for her to be done with her treatments which took hours!
Yeah, she came out with a 1kg loss everytime, (they weigh her before and after.) and she would be so elated.
But then?
She would return to them the next week at the same weight from where she started.
Whats worse? The package she paid for was scarily exorbitant. Package finished, lost a couple of kgs, got them back after a while. Pay such money for temporary loss of fats? Maybe some would, but definitely not me and my mum.
I think she kind of gave up her thoughts on slimming centers after that. Face it, how many of you went and it really worked for you for real?!
Just recently, I dont know what got into her, a few months back, she went to some slimming centre for treatment, (Dont think it would be nice to state names, would it?) which promised results after every session. (So customary, dont you think?) She signed up for a package, and yeah, completed it within a few months.
Results? Minimal weight loss, and the weight piled back up after she completed her package and stopped going there. In short,
Money spent > Weight Loss = Waste of money
I guess that was her last straw. She has kind of given up on slimming centres already. I mean, who doesnt after trying so many and none worked?
But after reading about Cenosis' Cavitaion technology, I guess I should probably surprise her with a treat because it seems to be able to work. $33 is affordable, dont you think? (I'll get to the part about $33 later...)
Like TOTALLY. I mean, its been tried and tested by XiaXue and it worked. (She wouldnt have done an advertorial for them if it didnt work! We all know how she writes only what she thinks!)
She went for just one session and lost 3cm?! Thats alot! I dont see my mum losing 3 cm after all that she has gone through?!
You must be thinking, what in the world is so good? And what on earth is Cavitation!?
Cavitation is the latest technology in slimming.
Breaks up fat cells membranes through the bursting of micro-bubbles.
The complex fatty acids are then broken down into simpler fatty acids.
They are then passed out through excretory system.
Ok, so here goes what happens:
(ok, I cannot insert pictures! I wonder whats wrong with blogger these days. TSK.)
Alright, so the machine they use has a power output of more than 50 watt and so, a ‘N2’ license is required
The ‘N2’ license is a safety assurance license,
and ensures that this medical apparatus used for cavitation is handled only by either a medical doctor or physiotherapist.
The physiotherapists in Cenosis, are educated medically and technologically. So they are able to perform cavitation treatment in accordance with the safety standards set by NEA, as well as give you, excellent results in slimming down.
According to XiaXue, physiotherapists are degree holders who study for like 5 whole years to get a degree in Physiotherapy before they qualify as one! WOW.
So dont have to worry about if the one doing all the things knows her stuff. She HAS to know, else she wouldnt be there. She wouldnt be some cheap labour or some part time girl who doesnt know a thing other than the fact that "my customer is here to slim down!"
And whats best?! Now there's the trial at $33! Should grab it like as soon as possible eh!? Maybe after my exams. :D
P/S: Make an appointment with Cenosis right now, to find out how you can benefit from this wonderful technology at a special price of $33. Call 7000 700 6626 or visit www.cenosis.biz/cavitation.php to make an appointment.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Love, in all kinds. (Monday, August 17, 2009 / 11:29 PM)
Call it a clan, call it a network, call it a tribe, call it a family. Whatever you call it, whoever you are, you need one. ~Jane Howard
Hello people! I realise I've been blogging alot lately, which is like so ironic, considering my impending exams. But still, I have so much to say! I know there's no one other than Junrong reading my blog, but I just want to write. I just wanna let my words out.
I just like writing. It just comes naturally. I dont know, maybe its just in me.
So yeah, daddy drove me home today. I could see that he's really tired but he still came to drive me home. Thats veryvery nice of him to do so. I know some people may say "hey, thats what he's supposed to do!" but well, at least thats not how I feel. Its more of a "Want" and not a "Need". I could have easily taken a bus home, and he knows that. But he doesnt even ask more questions.
I feel bad for just by thinking of how I think of him sometimes in a fit of an anger. You wouldnt want to hear about what I think or say. :(
Daddy really do love me. Or US, for that matter. All of us 3. We just dont seem to appreciate what he or mum has done all this while unless we get something out of it. Shame on me, or us. :(
Every single time I call him to get him to fetch me home, he will always be there. Unless he has something to do and doesnt want to make me wait for him. I remember there was once that I called him to fetch me and he came over without even his dinner. (What makes it worse was that his friend actually asked him out for dinner and he rejected him just to fetch me!)
I had a happy childhood. So much better than many people out there. I had practically all that I wanted. Barbie dolls, a room with my sister, (i dont know what else all of a sudden...) there was caning from my mum when we got out of hands, but we were happy most of the times. :D
There was once, my siblings and I, all 3 of us were home with our maid. Elsie or something. we locked ourselves up in the master bedroom (without our maid.) and climbed up to get these, eau de toilette in miniature bottles. And guess what we did? Bet you'd never guess it. . . . . . . . . . . .
We used them with a cloth and started wiping on this tricycle of ours. (I was only like 6 or so then, so I guess we were kinda smart(?) HAHA.) I cant remember what exactly happened after that, but probably everything just blew off.
Ok, I digressed.
But here's the part: Dad being the super hero.
Mum has always been a big part of my life. And dad has always been well, kinda hidden behind the scenes. But I will always remember what happened this particular day in my life vividly. I was probably in primary 5 or so, so I reckon I should be rather heavy (weight wise) already. I always had this kinda terrible stomach pains that no, it isnt menstrual cramps, (I havent even had my period then!) and not the kind you feel when you want to do big business.
Its just some kind of unfathomable pain that is reallyreally intolerable. There would always be times in the night when I wake up, and feel terrible. like REALLY terrible. The first person I go to? My dad. When I was younger, the person I go to when I need the toilet is not my mum, but my dad too.
And so, that day, he stayed outside, smoking his cigarette while I used the toilet. And he'd go "Still painful? You ok anot?" Usually, my stomach would be fine after I used the toilet, but that time, it was really bad.
End up, in the middle of the night at some ungodly hour, he brought me to our family doctor though he had to go to work the next day. By then I was in tears already because my stomach was really hurting. (You wont understand the kinda pain.) The doctor wanted to give me a jab, and I was really against the idea. (If you know me well enough, you'd know how adverse I am to needles and jabs.)
Dad convinced me I'd be fine, and that it'd be over in a second. I relented. And yeah, I took the jab. And now, 7 years later, I never got the pains back. I am really thankful for that jab, his comforting words, everything.
But thats not the main point. When we got to our house's lift, we had to climb one floor up to get to our 10th floor house since the lift stops at 9th floor. And I felt really weak, and dad piggy-backed me all the way home and tucked me into bed before he went to sleep. It wasnt a reallyreally long distance, but that action really moved me. Up till now.
I remember I wrote an essay about this incident in my secondary school as well. I scored pretty well, prolly because it was based on a true story and like teacher always says, the best narrative often comes from true, real life story and feelings.
Main point is not my grades, but about how I still remember it. It must have been really tough on him. At the point of time when he and mum were contemplating about divorce, I dare say it was the worst nights of my life. I'll prolly leave this for some other day else this post is getting really long. (And yeah, for those of you who dont know, my parent are divorced. But I am not saddened about it. At least not now. Because I know, that there's no point making them stay together if they are not going to be happy. I am actually glad that they found their happiness this way. And no, dont pity me. I dont think its a really bad or sad thing.)
HAHA, I am really glad that I still have my dad and my mum, although we dont live together anymore. At least in the case of my dad.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ The proposal! ( / 1:14 PM)
Its ironic, I am havving my exams soon and I still have time to blog.
But thats only cause, ....
I want to watch The Proposal badly!!!
I've watched the trailers so many times be it online or in the theaters and I still get myself stuck laughing every single time I see it screening.
I catch myself re-watching the trailer time and again at home, guess thats how my studying times gets shortened! Guess that shows how much I am anticipating it, and oh! its coming out on 20th and thats like on Thursday! I believe it would be a great movie which would go down well with everyone, with such a great plot and superbly fantastic cast.
Actually, I know of ALOT of people who says that this is a MUST WATCH and well, guess that is more than enough reason for me to want to watch it. And I guess boyf and I really need a good laugh right now.
Whats more? Sandra Bullock is so beautiful, and matches Ryan Reynolds so much! (At least in the movies...)
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ OM ( / 11:24 AM)
Time check, 11.24. Almost 5 and a half hours more to OM paper. And I'll prolly forget all about OM after that. Its kinda really good that my papers are really spread out, so I can really take my time to study about them. But thinking again, my papers end on the 2nd, which is like so late. Junrong already started attachment by then! Ohwell, the complains. AHAH.
ohman, baby's not gonna be home for one whole week. Can anyone tell me how to live?! But there's always the phone, thank god. Wonder how is it gonna be like without a phone, what do you think?
Its so ironic like how I still have time to blog when I have not memorised my 10 extrinsic factors. GAHHHH, school's making me go gaga. Hello Lady Gaga! Ok, not funny.
I think I am talking to myself like some crazy person... And come to think of it, its been agessssssssssssssssssssssssss since I got out with Jenn. :( and also agessssss since baby and I last took a picture TOGETHER.
Picture perfect moments... OK THEY DONT ALLOW ME TO UPLOAD PHOTOS AGAIN. ANGRYANGRY.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Fun Talk (Saturday, August 15, 2009 / 11:59 PM)
Had a great conversation with baby before he conked out. I realised how great it is to have someone whom you can talk to. We are both good at talking crap too.
So much so that the crap becomes so real. We were giggling all the way. HAHA. I like my days to end like that. The 1st person I talk/sms to is him and the last person I talk /sms to is him. Uber sweeeet.
Fiona has got a blogshop up. Do support! :D Her apparels are all brand new and really nice! StyleUpz
Nicole also has one, I personally used the bb cream she's selling and its fantastic! Feverlet really stands out from the rest. Shopaholicloves
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Boys and Girls ( / 3:48 PM)
I always believe that god made us- boys and girls (Or males and females) different for a reason. If we are all acting the same, what difference would there be? Might as well make everyone girls or everyone boys for that matter?
I think all girls should be appreciated, loved and treasured by boys. Dont get me wrong, I am not saying that boys should not be appreciated, loved and treasured. I mean, everybody has to be unique in their own ways, and loved by someone ultimately, dont they?
Thats why they always say, dont fret because you dont have a boyfriend or girlfriend now. There is definitely someone, your other half tailor made for you, waiting for you somewhere. God made it such a way that everyone will have someone. Else that's not fair, isnt it?
Yeah, truth be seen that there are some girls who get boys all over them and recover from heartbreaks in seconds since they always have someone wooing them. But think about it, do you think every guy who are trying to get their hands on her is made for her? Made to last? Made to be together? I doubt so. More of eye candy and good figure i suppose?
Because to me, there can only be one. One that would be yours totally and naturally. One that would only see you in his eyes. One that would not be swayed by anything he sees. One that thinks and knows how fortunate he is to have you, when in fact you also thinking that way as well. You can have many, but one day you will find that that special one is just so different from all that you have seen, have come across.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ So-Boring Saturday ( / 3:01 PM)
Hello earthings!
I am at home on a Saturday, and even my mum is shocked at that. HAHA, well, I only hang out with my boyfriend on weekends, so yeah. She thought we quarrelled. But well, no. Thats not the case.
Reason being, bb has to go back to camp today and tomorrow and he is sound asleep at home now due to the early waking up! Tomorrow there's this AHM (Army Half Marathon)? Wow, 21km. I'll never survive that. Other than my once a week 2.5km, i cant run anymore. I'd already be panting like some mad woman. Think I wont be even able to complete 5km in one shot.
He's gonna be real busy this week and the next. But well, its kinda not too bad. (Hear me out 1st! Its not like I wont miss him or such..) Cause I have exams this week and the next. Having him busy at the same time would kinda like "contra" them off. I mean, you'd rather your boyf be busy at the same time as you rather than at separate times? Which results in even more loss of time?
Things are going rather well, and compromise is all it takes. Selfish-ness would only ruin everything you've got. Think Eclipse:
"Thats right- you said it would be so easy that someone could sit out. Did you really mean that?"
"Yes."
"So easy that you can sit out? So its one way or another. Either there is more danger than you want me to know about, in which case it would be right for me to be there, to do what I can to help. Or... its going to be so easy that they'll get by without you. Which way is it?"
"You ask me to let them fight without my help?"
"Yes. Or let me be there. Either way, as long as we are together." . . . . . . "Im sorry"
"Dont apologise. Never be afraid to tell me how you feel, Bella. If this is what you need... You are my first priority." "I didnt mean it that way- like you have to choose me over your family."
"I know that. Besides, thats not what you asked. You gave me two alternatives that you could live with, and I chose the one that I could live with. Thats how compromise is supposed to work."
Compromising is the key, be it towards study-school, boyf-girlf, mother-you, siblings-you. No one gets their own way and to get a win win situation? Compromise. Unless you wanna kick a big fuss out of everything, and screw everything up for nothing. No one is perfect. So am I . Remember that, Daphne.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ School's out (Friday, August 14, 2009 / 1:40 PM)
So basically today is supposed to be OM day since OM exam is on monday. But no, I'm so not in the mood to study today. I wanna know why either. Its super irritating. Panic mode hasn't set in yet. :(
Monday's gonna be a longgggggggg day. Not good. And remembering that, shit. I should send shermaine the ppt slides now.
bb's busy. HAHA, and Im kinda like still in a daze as to whether what he texted me about is real.
Ok, so this is what I call by a crap post. Crap Crap Crap.
Oh, do you know that there is this countdown at the padang today? For the Youth Olympic Games!
Ok, I should go shower and start doing my notes and ppt slides and eat my green bananas (which are on their way to turning yellow).
Sth is wrong with blogger. I wanted to post a pic of green bananas but it didnt work. :(
Anyway, end of the post with my uber cute bb. Ok it didnt work too. SCREW it.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Give and take (Thursday, August 13, 2009 / 12:04 PM)
Nobody's perfect. haha, and I had to screw everything up.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Call it blur, or unlucky? (Wednesday, August 12, 2009 / 11:02 AM)
I just slammed my water bottle cap on my laptop. How cool. So in support of my title...
Ok, so I started my day like totally nuts. I got outta my house, down all the way to the bus stop only to find that I forgot my phone. Went back to get it and I forgot where I left my keys. End up it was beside my house phone.
And then, the bus ride was smooth and fast (you'd think thats good, read on...) but end up I missed my bus stop. I wanted to get off at SB as usual, but I was too busy checking my calendar and when I looked up, I saw SB flash past me.
Just when I thought it was bad enough, I almost tripped and fell flat on my face when trying to get down the bus and yeah, I kinda screamed, but in a really soft, yelp kinda way. And no, the bus was not crowded at all.
And went on to the lecture only to find that there was less than 20 people inside, and all of them were from my class.
Time check, 11.13 and not a text from whyehong. Busybusybusy!
So, yesterday, I got to whyehong's house at like 11.58pm. HAHA, and we went out for food. Wanted to go for desserts, but we didnt know where to get them at such an hour. So off we went to West Coast Park and had Macdonalds.
Himalayan Tea Frappe 20 nuggets Opera Cake
Add them up what do you get? SINFUL.
And we went for a stroll around WCP, and home-d. Got home at around 3am, wasnt really tired, but i really enjoyed his company. Its kinda weird like how I reallyreally miss him, and 1 day just feels like weeks to me. (Ok, thats an overstatement, but you get my drift.) Also, I get really paranoid when I dont get his texts. I think its just me. As usual. HAH.
Ok, Psychology test at 2pm. Bless me.
P/S: Now I know frappe is pronounced as FRAP. P/S/S: No school this coming Friday BUTTTT! Monday there's OM exam, Friday ELIT and RWPS presentation.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Useless (Tuesday, August 11, 2009 / 3:32 PM)
Well, I am feeling damn useless and helpless sitting beside Shermaine and Cindy in class. Fyi, it is ISEC now and I dare say, no one is listening right now. Not when you have a assignment to hand in at 5pm.
Okay, so thats what I meant- my two bestfriends are doing WCD fervently (sounds kind of wrong, ok, its true that they are passionate about WCD, but not in a good way though), while I am blogging here.
Argh, you have no idea how much we are looking forward to the holidays. Shopping, baking, slacking, superfluous sleep, etcetc.
Shermaine just made the "AWWWWW," sound cause something went wrong in the html codes.
And bb's not in a good mood today. Not good. I cant wait for the weekends. To play, to have fun, to study. Ok, the latter is not what I am looking forward to. Monday's OM exam. Cool. And ohyeah, we would be having our RWPS presentation on the same day as ISEC, (or isit ELIT?) and that means we have to wear formal to take the exam. I always thought wearing formal to school was nice. But well, not when you have to wear it to take an exam. I can already imagine myself throwing off my heels while writing my paper...
Needa do a timeframe/whatever you call that, timetable, schedule, etc soon. eLse the panick wont be reaching me till... a day before my papers. Not good.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Everything would be worthwhile (Monday, August 10, 2009 / 9:42 PM)
Hello world!
Ok, so im stuck here since I dont know how long ago. Should try reading her posts, really interesting. Especially the one on porn. Click HERE .
Ok, so I was out at bb's uncle's house yesterday, and caught a movie with them at 1.45am. Got home at 4plus and totally conked out till 12pm the next day. The movie was crap. Fiona screamed, I screamed, blahblah. I covered my eyes through 1/3 of the film. Hilarious, true. But dislike the shocking parts as usual. Horror movies are so not my cup of tea.
They balled for an hour or so while I sat there with belle and we had steamboat after that! Yummy!
Spectators for their 3 on 3 match. Super interesting.
Scrabble in process! Bb and I were fantastic. All 7 words used at one go! Pro or what?
Ohwell. They were good. (Yes bb, that includes you.(: ) meimei got her lips bleeding. Awwww,
Ok, I like this shot. Taken after the movie in PS' toilet at about 4am. We look so energised though... Prolly cus we all got scared throughout the movie!
Yeah, belle was trying to run off to the court to be part of the basketball game. She so nearly, almost got hit by the ball. All of us paused in shock for like 3 seconds before anyone went to scoop her up.
I wonder why... Maybe its just another day. I feel so bloody fat. Time to go running.
I wonder whats bb dreaming of right now. I miss him. Crazy, since I met him less than 24hours ago. but still...
Argh. School's a mess. What keeps me going is woowhyehong. I dont mind just slacking the whole day with him I dont mind washing the dishes, I dont mind washing his car, as long as its with him. In fact, its a very nice thing.
ok, thats enough. Back to WCD. Not like Shermaine and Cindy needs my head....
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ TGIF! ( / 12:29 AM)
So, I was being a real scatterbrain when I left my phone in bb's car. Play in car => left phone on chair => call bb => ...
Thought I'll not see my phone till, friday night or saturday? BUT! He popped by my house with my breakfast! What a sweetie... If not for him, I would prolly have missed my presentation.
So, this is his favourite egg tart!
Came at 9am to find me still in my pjs, teeth not brushed, not showered, nothing was done at all when i was supposed to meet shermaine at 10am at dover mrt! Typical of me. *tsk
Chased me off to shower, and I came out to find my breakfast on my dining table complete with a spoon all ready for me. Awwww. he already packed my egg tart in a container, all ready inside my bag! Double Awwww. And my bag was also packed and ready on my sofa. Triple Awwww.
I wasnt late, but end up shermaine was waiting for me at dover mrt because I purposely took the mrt from lakeside to JooKoon and back to dover. Why? Cause Shermaine told me she would be late, so yeah.
Presentation was a breeze, the only thing teacher commented was that I wasnt smiling (or smiling enough). Ohwell.
Anyway, 3 things down today. You have no idea how glad I am. ISEC, ELIT and RWPS. Though I have 1 more presentation with a higher weightage in week 18 and a individaual report to hand in in week 17, its good that I am at least past this!
I told myself, once this week is over, things would be easier. And there! One week's over! :D But well, next week is kinda packed too. Monday and Tuesday is reserved for OM report which is due on Wednesday, and the rest of the week is reserved for RWPS individual report which is due on Friday.
Take a deep breath. Know what keeps me going? I have a list of motivations which actually only shermaine knows about! :D
Ok, i was flipping through my pictures when i found pictures which brings back so much memories and sweeeetnessss.
My girls! I thank god for my boyfriend and all these girls! :D
So, this is his favourite egg tart!
