Is it getting so bad? I get 2 phone calls in a row. I didnt even get to walk back to my laptop when I went back to pick up the 2nd call. One from my baby sister's teacher and one from my sister's teacher. All about H1N1.
Ptn also called me a few days earlier regarding H1N1.
Scary.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Thats how you'll be happier ( / 11:39 AM)
"Give more, expect less." This is how you will live happier, and be more satisfied.
People often dont see whats right infront of them. Instead, they spend a whole lot of their time searching for the someone, the perfect one.
What they dont realise is that the right one has always been there all alonhg. Notice how I use the word "right" one instead of perfect one?
Thats because in this world, nothing and no one is perfect. Not even Mona Lisa is. Leonardo da Vinci has been touching up the work ever since he started, and it has been said that he has been doing that till the time he died.
No one is perfect, but as the saying goes, "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder". No one is without weaknesses. What we can do is to make up for that is to focus on your SO's strengths, and let your strengths make up for his weaknesses.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ In love with "The song" (Thursday, June 18, 2009 / 2:00 AM)
I totally love the song "If you don't mean it" by Dean Geyer please. I am damn slow, i know that. ohwell. And yeah, after reading X.X's blog, i think a Blackberry is really fantastic please. Totally. So much for me thinking that it is a veryvery complicated phone.
Check out the lyrics of "If you don't mean it", its damn meaningful. At least to me.
P/S: I am really very super hungry. :( P/S/S: Secret posts?
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Gorgeous. (Sunday, June 14, 2009 / 4:06 PM)
Yes, in love with a fictional character.
P/S: I am so happy that Jenn has gotten her love! So sweeeet eh Alvin, darn envious please. HAHAH. P/S/S: It doesnt help that loverboy is out at Sentosa and its been like a few minutes more than 2 and a hours since the last message! Darn, ... Must be looking at some girl. HAHAHA. Ohwell its ok, its my turn next week. YAY! P/S/S/S: Sarah's got her love, Jr's got her love! My girls are all blissful and I like that.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Girls Talk (Friday, June 12, 2009 / 4:49 PM)
Jrr says: ppl who dun understand him will curse n swear, hate him n dun understand wat he's doing. Jrr says: at 1st i oso like tat ma. DAPHNE, says: butyou understand now Jrr says: ya. Jrr says: every1 has their negative parts n every1 makes mistakes. tat's a fact. i got it straight. Jrr says: but sian la. still quarrelling as usual. tsk.
"Every1 has their negative parts n every1 makes mistakes."
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Please don't leave me ( / 4:49 PM)
How did I become so obnoxious? What is it with you that makes me act like this? I've never been this nasty Can't you tell that this is all just a contest? The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest But baby I don't mean it I mean it, I promise
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Down again. ( / 10:12 PM)
I guess when you are down, everything goes against you. youtube, blogs, whatever. Its feels bloody assshit. Rj's not done, not studied, screw everything lah.
Fuck the tears. Why does it hurt, I dont know. Fuck everything. Fuck girls. Fuck boys. Fuck lies. Fuck mistakes. Fuck perfection. Fuck , everything. Bloody fuck.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Upbeat, and I like it. ( / 8:04 PM)
Well, I guess today is some kind of a day when I just feel like going "wooooohooooo". Especially so when I finally found myself finishing the WCD question, and texting my four ELIT group mates a 4 messages long sms at one go.
The sms to Jingtong, Shermaine, Cindy and Benjamin went: "Hi, dearest group members of mine. I'm trying my best to make the report look nice and I've moved the pictures from the appendix to into the report. I hope thats ok with you all since I realised in the project specifications, they didnt ask for it. Not even the reference page. So I guess its ok? I'll be forwarding the report to you guys after I feel that k (should be I) cannot do anymore. LOL. Anything to edit, please do it by tonight. By tomorrow should and must be able to hand it in already. Thanks people and remember to bring your cookies or biscuits tomorrow! Its friday. Remember? A day to share our goodies. LOL."
I typed the message word for word. HAHA, now that i look back at it, its like so long? And its no wonder that Benjamin went "Are you alright?" or something like that. And Cindy was like "I thought everyday was food sharing day?" HAHA, so typical of her.
Life cant get any better I suppose? Baby and his mum just came over to bring me soooo much food. Black glutinous rice with coconut, red bean soup, chicken wings, fried bee hoon, fried noodles.
I think its because she knows that yesterday me and baby actually wanted to eat the dessert but we ended up too full after the fish head steamboat. And so B's mum went "Aiyo, the stall also wont run away, next time then eat lah." HAHA,
I have to be a better girlfriend lah. Off to run my 2Km or so and lets hope some calories fly away. hahah, Toodles! :)
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
♥ Just so you know (Tuesday, June 2, 2009 / 7:42 PM)
"I think i love my boyfriend more because I can go out with him without my handphone- something I will grab first even in a fire."
Ohwell, life's a bore. School's tiring. Not to mention that my body aint feeling too good recently with all that flu and reddy, watery eye. But hey, think again, its been 7 weeks since school started! Thats really fast.
And its really funny like how Shermaine and I had this conversation about how we were complaning about this term when school just started. Things like how we were going to survive the term(not even semester!). I remembered week 1, we were all reluctant to come back, and week 2 we were saying we were going to die from the long days, week 3, week 4, blah blah. But things worked out anyway! 7 weeks have gone past like "WHEEEEEEEE" and its all over.
Whats left is all the revision to be done in the 3 weeks of vacation, and alot of catching up. By CATCHING UP, i mean wit friends as well as in studies! :((((((( I'm struggling this semester. It sucks totally, but yeah, I am struggling. What with ISEC, like why would I care about how the malicious ware work, and worms, and script kiddies and encryption. And WCD, what tables within tables, blockquote, AHHHH! Today's mock test was a disaster in any case. ELIT is not any better. CMA, Sections 1 to 10, wait or is it just 9? ohman. So you get what I mean about how I think my sem is screwed? My head hurts just by thinking about them. :(
It feels terrible to be behind time. It feels just like how it did last semester when u was studying for FOM. Stayed up till like 4 or 5 am just to get everything into my brains. But well, the scare factor is there, but the panic still hasnt reached me yet. Its bad. I know. Tell that to my body.
Just like I said I wanted to lose the weight, i actually gave in and ate all sorts of things today. I feel lousy and fat like a hippo. No, dont worry, I am not bulimic, neither am I aneroxic. I never will be, considering how much i love food. HAHA. But yeah, sometimes I just wish I would be. Just so I can lose all the weight that I want. Mad? I know.
I think I must be going mad. Recently, I'd been looking at girls. YES, GIRLS. To see how skinny and pretty they are. I kinda realised, that there are many many pretty, skinny and smart(They have to be, else why would they be in SP? To be specific, SB?) girls out there. So unfair! I always thought about how unfair the world is due to this.
Though many a times you's probably see a skinny girl who looks, average or just not as appealing, there are also times whereby I meet a horizontally challenged girl with pretty features. Led me to think about, whether being pretty but fat would be better, or skinny but ugly? What would you rather be?
