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QUOTES, from crystal's blog. (Sunday, August 31, 2008 / 3:19 AM)


♥ I want to marry him
because he's the none I cant live without..

Don't be upset when he did not fulfill his promise, as long as he's with you, both of you can realise it together.

Dont hurt him when he fails you or insist your way, because in his heart he wanted as much to give u what you wish for...As much as it disappoints you, it has already hurt his pride that he cant give you what you wish for. Have patience, because he will surprise you one day.

Dont compare him with someone else, while you are engrossed in thinking how well someone else is having their wishes fulfiled. Think about what are the wonderful things he has done for this relationship which others have not.

Dont expect too much in material fulfillment, because when you lost him, even the most beautiful dress, bag or item which you have been eyeing have lost its appeal. You will realise you need him more than anything Money can deliver.

Dont ignore him when you have company, because when you lost him, no amount of consolation and company from people can ever compare having to see his face..even from afar.Dont make him wait because you have only this lifetime to know this man whom u love. You will never know when will be your last...

When you quarrel, be the first to apologise no matter whose fault is it. Love is not a competition on who wins, who's right or wrong. Apologise first because you respect him. When you lost him, you will realise you miss even quarrelling with him.

Dont say words that hurt him even though he upsets you, because he was after all the man you have love and care for...To experience hurt from someone you love is more pain than a knife cutting through your flesh.

Dont forget to tell him you love him everyday. As day past we have taken these words for granted...when you lost him, these most simple 3 words becomes something you have yearned so much to tell him.

Dont forget to praise him for all the wonderful things he has done, it takes alot of effort and time for him to find a way to make you smile..

Dont be upset if he cant send you home or call you, because as long as you have him...there will always be tomorrows you can meet each other again...

Dont be upset if he can only send you by public transport, when you lost the one you love most, the only companion you have on the journey home are strangers..

Dont be angry if he provide comments that you dont find pleasant because only those who truly love you will be honest...

Dont be upset with his parents, because you will realise without them, you will never have met him.

Dont be jealous if he's nice to his friends or family, because you will soon realise you are with the most wonderful person.

Dont be upset why you have to stay home with him and not have the opportunity to go out, because when you lost him, you will realise those malls or places you wanted to go are no longer a happy place, all you want is to have him beside you no matter where you are...even just doing nothing...

Dont leave him because you think you can find happiness in someone else...when you lost your love.. you realise no one other than him can withstand all the hardships with you.No amount of riches, luxury, diamonds, fancy holidays, nice cars, clothes, makeup can ever conceal that emptiness in your heart if you have lost him....

Smile more to him..
Tell him you love him today if you havent, Praise him, care for him..
Hug him tight and tell him you will never want to let go...
Respect, trust him, support him..
Hold his hands, kiss them & tell him these are the hands you want to hold for a life time....
Look into his eyes and tell him "Will you be my bf and be the love of my lifetime again.."

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNE ♥.

P/S: The above paragraphs are very true. VERYVERY intriguing. For me, at least.
P/S/S: I'll do the thing tomorrow, Jenn. HEH. I am mentally DRAINED today.

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(Saturday, August 30, 2008 / 2:29 AM)


BLOG TOMORROW. :D
sleeping now.
tried modifying the skins, but ended up SCREWED.
I'll try again tomorrow. :D
Ciaos.
LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

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SURVEY, tml. :D (Thursday, August 28, 2008 / 10:25 PM)


♥ Dont do to others what
you dont want done to you.

JENN! I'll do the survey tomorrow ok? :D

Tomorrow I'll be going back to JVS.
Pretty excited at the thought of it.
Seeing familiar faces all over again.
CANT WAIT.
YET, ...

After that, I'll be dinner-ing at town with my ex-tutionmates.
LEONARD'S BIRTHDAY. :D
LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.
P/S: i feel like CRAP. SAD, UPSET. whatever you call that.

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DBMS IS OVERRR. (Tuesday, August 26, 2008 / 2:04 AM)


♥ I can accept failure,
but I cant accept not trying.

-Michael Jordan

DBMS is over. And i think i can pass.
Doing well for it or not is a whole lot different question.
Had some class discussions afetr the paper, and decided that:

Sentosa on the 11 Oct, guys handling the 'technical stuffs' and girls settling the food.

It is so late because we decided that its either a gathering that EVERYONE attends or we dont hold it at all. And Zilin is flying off to hongkong on like 3rd Sept, and YaoZhong and Canaan is going to some leadership camp on 2nd, with a briefing on 1st. That leaves us with 28, 29, 30 and 31 since we finish our Econs on 27 at 8plus pm. They wanted the 30th initially, but Felicia cant make it till like 9pm, and YeeWee has to work, or something like that. So Zilin suggested 11 Oct since she'll be touching down on 10th. And 11th is a Saturday. So there. But its like, soooo longgggg from now.

I didnt prepare much for DBMS. And I went in with doubts. What a regret. :C But then again, whats over is over. I just have to do well for Econs. What with the fiscal policies and monetary policies. I havent started, but I am going to study tomorrow. I am not procrastinating anymore.

OH YES, JT found gossipgirls season 1 for me to watch, in sequence somemore. Save all the trouble for me. THANKS UH! :D And oh, I am like so into a shot at love with tila tequila now. She's freaking hot. And I know why it is not broadcasted in Singapore already. HEH. 4 episodes of season 1 down, more to go. WOOHOO. After econs i guess? :C

Oh well, I think thats all for today. Ciao peeps. :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: Someone PLEASEEEEEEE remind me to bring my freaking cardi/jacket to exam hall can? I forgot like twice in a row. And it sucks, big time. It is ALWAYS freaking COLD. :C YZ was nice enough to offer his jacket today, but i stubbornly refused to take it. And that resulted in me sneezing like every 5 mins or so? EEE. :C

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OLYMPICS is OVERRRR! :C (Sunday, August 24, 2008 / 11:23 PM)


♥ Sweet is all i want,
all that i need.

THE OLYMPICS IS OVERRRR! :C
Its kind of nostalgic, emotional for me.
I DONT WANT THE OLYMPICS TO END CAN?
:C
i am soooo looking forward to the 2012 London olympics.
HEH.


Oh, USA won Brasil in men's volleyball and got gold since a bronze medal in 1988, and 4th in Athens. They were never expected to beat Brasil at all. Yet they managed to do it. Amazing what people can do when thet set their hearts to it uh?

Also, USA reclaimed their basketball gold medal, something they always used to win but had not been winning since the 2000. With superstars like Kobe Bryant and Lebron James, why would they not win? Well, Spain's no.6, Ricky Rubio is only 17, and he plays damn well. Up and coming star. He's also quite, good looking actually.
OH YEAH, HIS BIRTHDAY COINCIDENTALLY FALLS ON 21 OCT TOO!
Just that he's 1990, I'm 1991. :D

Are they like PRO or PRO-ER?

Oh yes, the Kenyan, Samuel Wanjiru, who won the man's marathon is like freaking good. IHe specialises in half marathons, and actually got gold for a marathon. Remarkable. The front few ran relatively fast all the way without stopping. I thought the Ethiopian would win cause he was going very strong at first. I went back to sleep cause I was too tired, and end up, the Kenyan won. The Ethiopian got 3rd if i am not wrong. The 3 medals were all taken by African countries.

And like, there are rumours that the China gymnasts are actually underaged. If evidence of cheating is found, China will jeopardise 4 of their medals. They, He Kexin, Yang Yilin, Jiang Yuyuan, Deng Linlin and Li Shanshan, look reallyreally young to me as a matter of fact.


"More than 40 world records were set, more than 100 Olympic records, and of course we had the two icons of the Games, Michael Phelps and Usain Bolt."

"Phelps, with his unprecedented eight gold medals and seven world records, and Bolt, the fastest man on earth winning three gold medals with three world records, were the headline stories."


Well,
I want to like delete my blog?
Or maybe change to a URL that no one knows.
So that I'll be safe. (inside thing)
How fickle minded eh?
:D

I got to go mug for DBMS. I am dead i think. BYE. :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: Is courtship really the only sweet times in the cycle of a realtionship? What about 2years down the road? Is it possible to have it sweet? I want to break all barriers, and yeah. But it seems, so near yet so far to me now. Will you do it together with me? Or will you simply jeopardise everything? I hope it aint the latter because thats not what i want. I love you, and i think you do too.

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BOLT IS GOOD, US SCREWED 4x100m (Saturday, August 23, 2008 / 4:18 PM)


World record of 37.10 for 4x100m.


Asafa Powell and Usain Bolt


Usain Bolt sets World Record in 200m race.


Usain Bolt


The US men 4x100m, where Darvis Patton dropped the baton although Tyson Gay was anticipating the metal to hit his palm.

Pictures, as i promised. :D

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CUBA LOST TO CHINA IN VOLLEYBALL. ( / 2:54 PM)


CUBA LOST TO CHINA IN VOLLEYBALL. :(
OMG.
WHY?!

Not that i have anything against China. But hey, i wanted so much for Cuba to win, even if its just a bronze medal.
Perhaps its the type of mood they brought with them while playing the bronze medal match. They had expected themselves to be in the gold medal match. Its much of a disappointment to them even though they had a chance to get bronze.
Solemn throughout the game even though they won the 2nd set, in contrast to the upbeat Chinese.
Mindset is very important I guess? Fact that they were upset was not helpful at all since they probably could not give their best.
Even Calderon did not perform not very well. What with the service errors. I bet they would have played better if that was the gold medal match.

On a lighter note,
Usain Bolt set another world record and won another Olympic gold medal but this time as a team, 4 x 100m. They led Jamaica around the track in 37.10 seconds to break the 16-year-old world record by 0.3 of a second.
SUPERRR GOOD LEHS.

On the other hand,
And the US screwed their chances for the 4 x 100m, both the male and female. Dropped the baton at the last exchanges for both.
Its like, damn sad lurhs. They are sooo good, yet everything got screwed up at the last last minute. What a waste.

I wanted to post pictures, but I couldnt get them. They were using Adobe Flash Player 6. I dont know how to copy the pictures from there. DUMB or DUMB? I remembered taking photos of Shelly Ann Fraser from the exact same place. I dont know how now. :(

BYE for now. I'll be back with pictures if I can get them.

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MATH paper. GPA 4? ( / 12:14 AM)


♥ Dont fret over things you cant change. Instead,
think of how you can do better for the rest.

Math paper, did ok to pass. But for the GPA 4? Lets hope some miracles happen. :D
Nothing much happened today, except for the fact that we ate at KFC after the paper, and practically spent 2hours or so there laughing our asses off. What with jt's bag flooding, and all those jokes. HAHA.
And oh, jacqueline also thinks the way i do, that
MICHAEL PHELPS IS VERYVERY HOT.
Great minds think alike uh. HAHA.

I wasted my time going through manymanymany blogskins when i could have been sleeping. But its fun. :D
Well, I should be studying for DBMS already. Opportunity cost for browsing through skins? Marks for DBMS. :C I havent started on any modules at all. MOTIVATION pleaseeee.

I'll be going to some birthday celebration of my dad's friend's kid on Sunday. So where will i get sufficient time to study? OHMYGOSH. i think I'll bring my DBMS textbook there on Sunday. i wont be mingling with them anyway, since I dont know them at all.
Make a miracle happen for me, will you? I'll really love you.

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.


P/S: Never think that someone is good because he/she is good to you for a day or perhaps a week. Facade, thats what it is. You'll never know what is underneath that smiley little face of theirs. Why torment yourself? Get smart, DAPHNE.
When people call you stupid, they are often the ones who are way more stupid than you. Thats why they are saying that. JEALOUSY.
You dont have to care about what he/she say since it doesnt hurt you one bit. Talk is free, actions is all that counts. You shall trash him/her upside down for everything that comes. And fyi, DAPHNE doesnt cry easily. Especially if you deliberately want to make her tear. So if you are trying to make me cry, i can only say you've got to try harder.

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PACC SCREWEDDD. (Thursday, August 21, 2008 / 12:09 AM)


♥ What we are now, is a result of the
many decisions we made in the past.

My pacc is screwed.
When the teacher said 'You have 15minutes more.'
I was like, 'OMG' because I barely finished half of my Profit and Loss.
So yeah, its SCREWED.
My gross profit is 900plusplus.
People got like 100k, 190k and all.
WOAH. DIE.




And oh. Usain Bolt broke the 200meters record of Michael Johnson's with 19.30seconds.
He did for 100metres, 6.96seconds.
As such, he is also the first man since American Carl Lewis in 1984 to get both the 100m and 200m gold medals.
He is also the first man ever to break the world marks in both sprints at an Olympics.
OMG.
JAMAICANS ARE FREAKING GOOD.


LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

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(Wednesday, August 20, 2008 / 2:29 AM)


♥ You reap what you sow.
So sow carefully.

Hello!
A short post before I sleep.
I finished my PACC revision already.
:D
Lets hope I can do well tomorrow.
*CROSS FINGERS.

And oh.
I am SERIOUSLY on diet.
I ate so little today.
1. ham and cheese sandwich.
2. half a bowl of noodles.
3. some fries after ending up at mac with going-to-be-sick GERALD.
So yeah.
True lurhs, that with the fries, it kind of, spoils the fact that I am on diet.
But its only a bit. :D
Why am I like trying to convince myself? LOL.



AND OH,

SHAWN JOHNSON GOT GOLD ALREADY.
*RUNS IN CIRLES.

She's like so cute can?
:D
She's like so good also.
OMG.
I am obsessed with her.
HAHA.

I got to go sleep now. Got to wake up at like 12.15pm tomorrow. 9hours or lesser from now. URGHHS. :C
BYE. :D


randomly,
I LOVE SHAWNJOHNSON AND MICHAEL PHELPS.


LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: YZ made an effing big blunder just now.
He woke up from his nap and thought it was like 3am already cus outside his room damn dark and quiet, so he went back to sleep.
Then, canaan sms-ed him ask him want dota anot.
Then he was like 'Siao uh. what time already still want dota.'
But before he could send the oh-so-funny sms,
His brother went in and asked
'Kor, you want use your lappie?'.
YZ: 'HUH? So late already why you still havent sleep?'
YZ's bro: Its only 10.30 leh?
So yes, his brother saved him a malu incident.(He still havent send canaan the sms.)
SO CUTE CAN?


moral of the story?
Always look at the time. DONT ASSUME. :D


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Kenenisa Bekele, 10,000m. (Tuesday, August 19, 2008 / 12:13 AM)


Oh yes, before i forget like i did yesterday,
The Ethiopian guy, who won the 10,000m race is so damndamndamn pro lurhs.
The moment the race started, and my uncle asked me who would win,
I chose him, 1662.
And i was right, he won.
So smart right?
:D
Kenenisa Bekele, thats his name.
Sileshi Sihine, his teammate, took 2nd.

Kenenisa Bekele.
He's DAMN GOOD.
Imagine you run 25 rounds?
OMG.

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runny noseee. :C (Monday, August 18, 2008 / 10:48 PM)


♥ Someone take me away,
will you?


I just sneezed thrice in a row.
There it comes again.
OMGOOODNESS.
And there comes the tears.
:C
I should be studying now, but the freaking-irritating sneezes dont go away.
And fyi, its reallyreally freaking hard to study with such a nose.
Lets hope i'll be feeling better on Wednesday.
Or im screwed.
Not that I am not going to be,
considering the fact that I studied nuts for PACC.
Not to even mention the rest of the modules.

Michael Phelps.
OMGG.
he's damn HOTHOTHOT.

BYE. :D
LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

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OLYMPICS! ( / 12:22 AM)


Michael Phelps is fcking hot.

Michael Phelps holding each of his eight gold medals after (top, left to right) the 400m individual medley, 4 x 100m freestyle relay, 200m freestyle, 200m butterfly, (bottom, left to right) 4 x 200m freestyle relay, 200m individual medley, 100m butterfly and the 4x100-meter medley relay.

Damn hot right, him?


Isnt that like, cute?


Even hotter right?!




YOU HAVENT SEEN THE BEST.

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WAYWAYWAY HOTTER EH?!
OMGOMGOMG.
I am
so going to DREAM about him.
DAMN HOT.



Rafael Nadal


What a weird face.


He looks kind of, fierce in this photo.


He looks like he can do splits.
HAHA.


The coolest one:


Oh Edmund, dont say Federer is better.
NADAL IS THE BEST. :D
but second to Phelps, of course.




Shelly-Ann Fraser


She was soooooo fast in the women's 100m
that she broke the record with 10.78 seconds.


She looks pretty nice in this photo.
Happy and all.
Who wouldnt be?


Jamaica flag there.


Its like, the 1st, 2nd and 3rd are ALL taken by Jamaicans.
Actually, only 1st and 2nd. They tied.
Damn pro right?!
OMG.

I am watching gymnastics on tv now. Shawn Johnson. I know its not live, but i just cant make myself off the tv. Its like 2.30am, and I am still here. LOL. OLYMPICS IS LIKE DAMN FASCINATING/NICE/INTERESTING CAN.

I need to sleep soon. BYE! :D


LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

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houseworkday. (Saturday, August 16, 2008 / 11:26 PM)


If you had to choose,
friends or boyf?


The movie, 12 lotus is not even half as good as 881. Really. I could hardly understand the plot, what with all those flashbacks and people changing from stick-thin to obesely-fat in a split second. Whats worse? I almost fell asleep in the theater.

Then again, maybe it was simply because it is already so late, 2plus am in the morning, inevitable that I feel sleepy. But yeah sadly, 12 lotus is not exactly a movie I will describe as a must watch. I enjoyed the snippets of hokkien songs though. Sounds kind of wrong, but yeah, I like/am fascinated with hokkien songs. They have real meaningful lyrics. :D

Housework-ed the whole day with my mummy and baby sister. Debbie and Daryl were OUT. A great day i should say. Mummy highlighted my baby sister's (she'll be four in feb) and my hair with streaks of golden brown. Isnt as perfect as that of salon stylists, but hey, my mummy is damn pro already can?

This is like, the second time she's doing it for me. The previous time she did it for me was when i was in secondary2. She also did it for one of my classmate who lives in the same block as me, FOR FREE. So nice right? :D

I am in love with Meg Cabot books. She's such a fantastic writer. She never ceases to amaze me with those simple yet impactful vocabulary of hers. She described Luke Striker ♥♥♥ like he is second to no other guy in this universe. I so want to know him can? OMGOMGOMG.

My latest infactuation
Be it the book, or the character. :D
Lucas Smith, a.k.a. Luke Striker.
OMGOMGOMGOMG.


Well, i need to mug. Like SERIOUSLY, MUG. OMGOMG. I havent started on any of my modules at all. YET. PACC is on wed, and I think I am SCREWED. If i dont start, I am going to see a GPA of like 1.5? I SERIOUSLY dont want to see that happening. But then again, procrastinating is just so typical of libra-ians. HOWHOWHOW? I want to kick the habit of procrastinating but how?

OMG. I dont want to type anymore. I should be studying now. No, tomorrow. Catch sufficient sleep today and start tomorrow. Sounds viable eh?

RANDOM PICTURE.

BYE sweetie-s. :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: People aint supposed to be selfish right? Especially your ___. So why can you do things that i cant? Oh well, you would say I can, but then you'll give me that fck-ed up face or attitude. Why do I have to put up with that when I dont give you such ___? URGHHS. Thats how the world is, unfair. :C

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GRAD PICS. (Friday, August 15, 2008 / 4:02 PM)


♥ Ever wanted to
turn back the time?

YEAHS! Midnight movie with b, mummy, uncle and siblings later tonight! I am so looking forward to it manzxzxz. Its really nice to have a family outing like that once in a while. Its not every week that we catch movies as a family like that lurhs. Its darn expensive in the long run, you know?

Oh yeah, i had brunch just now with this friend that I really missed. Its reallyreallyreally nice to see old friends once again. Especially when you start talking about stuffs. you simply cant stop. HAHA. I am a happy and contented girl now. At least for now. :D I want things to remain as they are now, can?

OH SHIT. The pictures i want to put up is in my fcking slow desktop. ASFJLDJADGBKF. Got to go transfer. HUMPHDSHFBVSD.


PICTURES TIME!
RANDOM GRAD PHOTOS.

more than 7 years of friendship,
and still counting!


My lovely (less than half)class
with our fantastic CM and PHYSICS teacher.



pretty LADIES with TL
who is dressed anyhow cus he didnt go GRAD.


She's the one who is just as important to me
as my boyf. :D


She's shorter than me. :D
We used to be in the same primary sch, she transferred.
We ended up in the same sec school. HAHA.



He's the one who keeps me occupied
(by poking flowers through my ponytail)
during those mundane chinese classes.


He is the FREAKISHLY smart one,
who has humour in him at the same time.


The best-estest teacher in the whole wide world
MS SUHAILY, who is 16 every year. :D


The clown-y one, who has brought much joy
of others ever since in primary school.



he has grown taller since sec1.
:D



CLASS PICTURES!

The prettaye girls of 4B, 2008
in the AVA theater.


4B, 2008 with
MR KAN, trainee physics teacher.


The whole class in the picture
on the last day of school.


My artistic marks left on the table.
nice eh? :D


a random shot by a teacher
which i forgot her name already.


Exams are nearing, and i DEFINITELY dont want to do badly or worse, forward, those modules. Especially DBMS you know? Where the teacher, QNT is like the twin sister of MDM SEAH. Oh yeah, if you have studied in JVSS, you should know why I am saying this.

In short, I probably wont blog everyday ths 2 weeks. But I'll still update briefly. I hope. :D

To mug now! LOTS OF LOVE! :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

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Unpredictability of people. (Thursday, August 14, 2008 / 8:20 PM)


♥ The side effect of telling a lie?
Telling another 10 lies unknowingly.

HUMPSAFKBHNV. Enough of mood-dampeners.

I just finished this book.
Its quite a nice book. :D
I am going to start on another book again!
MEG CABOT: TEEN IDOL.

Well, nothing much happened today. Yeah. I think i need to sleep earlier everyday? My eyes are getting so fugly with all the eye bags and dark rings. Screw internet, screw blogger, screw msn. AHH. Exams are approaching, and yet i dont feel the pressure. WHY? Am i supposed to feel happy about this? Someone motivate me PWEASEEEE? URGHHS.

I miss my friends. Like those primary school friends of mine. The times we used to hang out at the basketball court apposite the bubble tea shop, the memories are like priceless, I am sure of that. Those were probably the best years of my life, what with those basketball matches which almost always escalate into fights with those YuhuaPrimary people. With me hiding at one secluded corner to pick up mummy's calls which never fail to freak the hell out of me.

Reminiscing back, those days, though parents were strict, were the no doubt the happiest years of my life, without a care about money, pride, feelings. Everyone just did what they like, glam or not. Friend were friends, they we liked each and everyone of us for who we are and not what we are. Sadly, thats what thats lacking these days, I feel.

With a wink of an eye, its been more than 4 years. From a primary 6 kid to a poly year1 now, I witnessed all the changes my friends made. Everyone has their own lives, own good/best friends now. Its a sad thing to see everyone drift apart, at least thats how I feel. They are the one bunch of peers I will never forget. Thats how significant they are to me.

As I am typing and reminiscing back, I feel so lost, so sad. I dont even know the reason why. Maybe, its just that I simply miss the fun, the people, alotalotalot? It didnt occur to me that I'll feel like that. Perhaps its cause I never had the time to really think back about beautiful things like that due to the hetic life filled with school, homework, tests?

Oh well, I am going to leave the post as it is though its a tad long. But yeah. Till tomorrow, :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: Lie, Lying and Lied. Which category do you belong to? Can anyone tell me for sure, that they have never lied to anyone right from the day they knew their rights from their wrongs?
Its like, lying, will destroy everything you have. Its almost comparable to a drug.You cant stop lying once you start on it, since you have to make up more lies to cover up that one lie.
It eventually expands to a lie so big that you've become another person, trying so hard just to make everything seem like its real.
Maybe you'll choose to come clean with it and get forgiven if you are that real lucky.
Yet maybe you'll get caught, and this time around, you'll be so DEAD.
Bottomline is, I am sick of having to lie or having to think about what he/she will feel if i do this or that for that matter or simply just living up to people's expectations. Its really sickening, if you dont know it yet.

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NEW BLOGSKIN! (: (Wednesday, August 13, 2008 / 11:16 PM)


♥ Which one would you choose?
Love or money?
Touch your heart
and ask yourself, hard.

TAN YAOZHONG! THANKS FOR YOUR HELP UH!
ALL THAT TIME YOU SPENT,
HELPING ME TO CORRECT THE DONT-KNOW-WHAT ERROR.
:D

Enough of the caps. But, YZ's reallyreally nice. :D Spent more than half an hour trying to correct some unknown error for me which in the end, didnt go away. But well, he says its ok, and doesnt blame me. How sweet right? :D

Had PACC class to day at 10am at T19338. And for the first time, and I hope its the last time, I waited so damn freaking long for the bus, and saw 2 52sgo by without a 105 in sight. Imagine how pissed off you can get when that happens? And more importantly, you're like already L.A.T.E. for PACC class already, though its not a official class with attendance taken, but its not nice to be late isnt it?

I seriously need to curb the stupid habit of being late. The habit of dilly-dallying. The habit of time wasting. And also, the habit of procrastinating.

I think, no, i dont think. I am fatfatfat, and its the freaking truth. Nevertheless, I am still pretty lurhs. Its just that I want to be more perfect you seee? HAHAH. I need to go on a diet. Like SERIOUSLY. Like I said, I am going to eat all that I want/crave for today, and I WILL diet tomorrow. DIET STARTS TOMORROW.

There's class at 11am tomorrow. I dont really want to go because I want to sleep. But I am like so lousy for modules such as DBMS, Econs. What other choice do I have? NONE. So there, I have to wake up at like 9.45 latest. *pulls hair and runs in cirles. GOODBYE. :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: I can be all that you want me to be,
if you be all that i want you to be.

RANDOM VIDEO, ENJOY!


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Relatively pissed and fcked up. (Tuesday, August 12, 2008 / 10:49 PM)


♥ Good things dont come in pairs,
Bad things come in quadruplets.

Had dinner at westmall's pastamania, and went to m1 shop subsequently. Mummy took half day leave today for i-dont-know-what-reason, and sold her 2day old 6500s to some second hand dealer for $300. Actually its valued at $350, but since she used it, though its for only less than 2 days, it dropped $50.




The 6500 slide,
just that hers was in
black.

Mummy then got a white n82 for $388 or something. N82 was the one she has been contemplating about since 2 days ago at IMM's m1 shop. She bought the 6500s on impluse for god-knows-what-reason, then regretted her decision after like less than an hour. So fickle-minded right?

This, is n82.
5megapixel camera, with Carl Zeiss optics: Tessar lens.

Nice specifications it possess, but it is a bar/slab phone. It is a great shame. :C (Fyi, bar/slab phones are phones which has the screen and keypad on the same face.)

Its like, once you buy something, the price either depreciates, or become worthless, like diamonds. (unless you buy those limited edition ones or branded ones like Leo Diamonds, which most of us probably wil never have the money to buy it.)



Ever thought of owning a 6.1 carat PINK diamond set in platinum? Or a 10 carat marquise-shaped, canary YELLOW diamond? Coloured diamonds are SUPERRR rare, and thus is exponentially more expensive than the ususal white diamonds. JUST IMAGINE, having one of such diamonds in your jewellery box. OHMYGOODNESS, wouldnt that be such bliss? I know I will never get to buy such diamonds ever in my life, but there aint anything wrong with fantasizing about it isnt it? :D

Oh well, enough of words. I need to sleep now, to wake up for class at 8.30am tomorrow. Its like so early! :C So, till tomorrow, :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: Well, I have been rather pissed off since a few hours ago, due to some stuff which, apparently, I cant disclose here. I am sorry for being like that, like such a IDIOT yeah? I dont mean to be bad in any way. Its just that I dont know how to deal with stuff like that? Perhaps I am way more sensitive than anyone of you may make me out to be. I think I need to realise some things are not just purely and strictly mine however hard I want it to be. I cant keep some things to only me, myself and I. I dont have the rights to say something like 'Hey, I dont want you to be close to him/her because I dont really like him/her.' to anyone because they, as human beings, are not MY possessions. I dont have the right to control. And I have to LEARN THIS AWFUL FACT FROM NOW ON. Things dont always go our way, thats how life is, isnt it so?

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video, this is my country. ( / 12:47 AM)




This is DARN cute!

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MNE2, yet AGAIN. (Monday, August 11, 2008 / 10:56 PM)


♥ Ever felt poorer than poor?
Mentally poor is much worse
than being physically poor.


Had CRS test today, 40% weightage. Sadly, much as i dont want to admit it, I am almost absolutely positive that i did not write this essay half as good as my 'Violence on television should not be removed entirely ... ' essay. I think its screwed. Like reallyreally screwed. Maybe its because I couldnt come up with good and sound arguments on my own? The 'good' essay's points were brainstorm-ed by a whole group of smart, english proficient people.

Its like, though I had my RITZ and LUOHANGUO (fyi, its some SWEETandNICE herbal tea) on my table, my brains were like, not working to their limits and up to expectations. For the first time ever in my life, or maybe not, I managed to finish my essay in time. Zilin did not even complete her second argument. She ALMOST cried after JUNEDEAN collected her paper from her. :C
i love ritz. like SERIOUSLY.
oh yeah. i finished half the packet during the test.
and i feel, sooo FAT now. hahahha.

Went to get Shermaine's paper from khong at FC4, and bus-ed home. The freaking bus went away as i was 10 steps from the busstop. So had to wait for it alone at the dumb busstop. Meet babyboyf for lunch but he didnt eat cause he was pissed off at me. What a reason, NOT. But we made up anyway, as usual. I am tooo cute to resist, thats why. :D

Caught MoneyNotEnough2 with b though I've already watched it with mummy and all. I dont want to let him watch alone, and i dont mind watching it again. He FINALLY conceeded to my irritaing pleas to accompany him after like soooo long. I still laughed like mad all the way though I already know whats going to happen next. Then again, its good to be able to laugh away all your troubles and everything without a care in the world. :D


Its a really nice movie. :D
i wonder why critics gave them such low rating.
Enlighten me someone?

Oh well, QNT called me, saying she yaozhong didnt pick up his phone. So random uh. I was given the task to tell him to get to school tomorrow. Not to mention, the fact that I need to go back too. I'll be meeting the at like, 11.30? Its not as early as schooldays, its still considered EARLY, isnt it?

Omfg. I am like hungry now though I had a zinger meal during the movie. Which is like only, 4hours or so ago. :C I am fat, and I need/have to exercise. HOWHOWHOW?

ENJOY!
its like so cute and hilarious! :D

Well, I need to sleep now. I am drained, what with the CRS exam and the movie. So i guess, BYE! :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: Dial 1900-911-7728 for Singaporeans.

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GYMNASTICS! (Sunday, August 10, 2008 / 10:07 PM)


♥ more for less,
or less for more?


HEY peeps! :D

Today's pretty a mundane day. No mass shopp-ing, No ds-ing, No psp-ing, No noth-ing. Only went out for my dinner at IMM. But i got my black shirt, like FINALLY.

OHYES. mummy's n70 died on her like last night. Before she went to bathe last night after coming home in the wee hours in the morning, the phone was still ok, she was still sms-ing and all. Then after she came out from her shower, the FREAKING phone's screen was black.

She took out the batt and restarted. There's light, but there nothing shows on the screen. So the phone's like 'really' dead. She tried all the way until this afternoon, till the phone couldnt even light up. And then it could light up again, for some godknowswhat reason. She threw away the phone's back casing by accident. So blur right. She said its cause she thought it was the 'chiong' one. So just throw. End up? She threw away the original one alongside with the 'chiong' ones.

She said:
'Dont know why that time geh kiang(act smart) dont want change phone, say what want save money. Then complain the trade in value very low, $100 only. Now 5cents also not worth lor.'

And

'Wah. Now even if the phone suddenly can start back and everything also useless already lor.'

Its kind of funny, isnt it? Hearing things like that from your own mum. HAHA.

I dont know what to write about anymore. OHYES. GYMNASTICS is SUPERR NICE PLEASE. The USA girls are SUPERRR good. And pretty. TALENTED AND PRETTY, what else can you ask for? I am like SUPERRR envious of them now can. I want to be a gymnast! Like so random, but yes, i want to be one, if i can still qualify. I AM SERIOUS.

Shawn Johnson is like only 16 this year. She's reallyreally good. She's reallyreally smart too. She is a STRAIGHT A high school sophomore. OHMYGOODNESS. And like, I want to be like that too, pretty, talented and smart. I am so going to 'follow up' on her and her achievements, not to mention, GYMNASTICS. Sounds sick, but yes, thats what i am going to do. Its like, she's almost perfect. So close to perfection already. Almost only, cause sadly, no one's in this world is perfect.

Shawn Johnson.
SUPERR PRETTY RIGHT?

It makes me wonder, like how age is not determinant of anything at all? You may be 18, but has the thinking of only a 12. Yet you may be 15 but has the thinking of a mature 18. Ok, I am being like so random now.

Anyway, I have to wake up at 9 am tomorrow and lug a >1,000 page dictionary to school for my CRS 40% test tomorrow. EWW. How to write a fantastic argumentative essay in just 2 short hours? I need food to keep my brains working, and so I hope the teacher/invigilator doesnt ban me from bringingfood/eating when i am writing, else I will feel like sleeping. Wish me luck! And so, I need to catch sleep now. So, bye! :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

Its like, things are not working out at all. Everybody's pissed off/fcked up and everything. Whats the whole point? I am ok like i said, I really am. Its just that, well. I'm not the only one thinking like that. Wthell is the problem with you these days? You aint who I knew before. Its like, a total change of person. Whats wrong? If you dont say, no one can help you solve anything for sure. And oh, talking to people with some attitude clinging on to your words dont help. AT ALL. You should start thinking of how to make your life better. Quit being pessimistic. It doesnt help. I am not being sarcastic or whatsoever. Its just, how i feel.

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emo. random. ( / 1:17 AM)


i think i need a chill pill.
or chocolates.
or gummies.
or gucci.
or worse? miss swan.

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HAPPY 43rd NATIONAL DAY WITHOUT FIREWORKS. ( / 12:46 AM)


♥ Its like, really really
satisfying to be able to get
what you want once in a while.


HAPPY 43rd NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPORE!


Well, i spent my day out town-ing with my babyboyf. We caught Mummy 3 Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor. It was alright, i guess. Rather cool. Mummies and all. Then we went shopping at hereen. He got a tshirt from fourskin and I didnt get anything. Nothing caught my eye. :C


And for this year, we didnt SQUEEZE with the crowd at marina trying to catch the shortshort fireworks. Its like a vast difference from last year, when we had NDP tickets. It was reallyreally nice to be able to attend it there, at the floating platform, with your loved one. Its a whole world of difference, this year and the previous, the way we spent the day. Yet it was just as satisfying. :D

Well, babyboyf then said he wants to get the tickets for the fireworks festival. I told him not to, cause its like, a waste of money. A waste of his money. But maybe i'll change my mind. Who knows?

I have lots of things on my mind now. At this very instant, NOW. Who can help me solve everything? Who will help me decipher everything? Who wants to listen to me rant about all the crapshit ? Who understands what i am thinking/going through right now?

NO ONE AT ALL.

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

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i hate/am pissed off/sad, you two. (Friday, August 8, 2008 / 10:39 PM)


Sometimes being smart aint a good thing at all.
Let alone be VERY SMART.

Well, i am suddenly reminded of something after reading from somewhere. Its like you often hear people saying they'll be there for you and all when you need them. A call away or i'll be there when you need me. Its like, do people just say those things to make you feel better, to pacify/comfort you? Or do they really mean what they say? I guess like, though there may be a number of people saying things like that, only 1 or perhaps 2, will really stay by you through your worst times. Only that 1 or 2 will be around by your side when you really need them. I believe if they are the ones, even if its 3am in the wee hours in the morning, they will wake up just to comfort you even if they have something really important the next day.

Thats what it really means by having someone to stand by you, be it for the good, or the bad. Friends, there will definitely be manymanymany in this one lifetime of yours. Majority of them come and go, leaving footprints in your life. But a few of the special ones, will stay throughtout. They, will not leave footprints in your life because they, leave heartfelt, unforgettable memories in your heart. Even if they are really gone for good, there will be no regrets because you know, in this lifetime, you have had that special friend, and that is more than enough.

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: Its a very random post, out of nowhere.
But yeah. Its simply about how i feel.

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Disappointed? I guess so. ( / 9:33 PM)


♥ yesterday's history,
tomorrow's a mystery
and today's a gift, thats
why its called 'THE PRESENT'.

I guess, it feels kind of wrong right from the start. I thought everything would work out fine, perfectly. But yet I am feeling like crap now. But then again, its all my own doings. Who can I freaking blame? I reap what I sow. I reaping this cause I sowed it brainless-ly. It is only now that I feel it/unhappythings/everything smacked right into my face. Sound so emotional and WRONG, so not daphne. But hey, everyone has days like that, aint it so?

Its like, ewww. I dont know how to describe the kind of feeling I am having right now despite having rather wonderful vocabulary 'embossed' in me. Disappointed. Sad. Frustrated. Pissed-off. Afraid. Frightened. Lost. Whatever. Not like ____ knows? WHATEVER.

YAOZHONG SCOLDED ME TODAY. :C

Anyway, I was supposed to wake up at like 6.30 today cause I am meeting Shermaine at 8am in school. Which is like damn fcking early. Whatsmore? Daddy isnt here to drive me to school. He's BUSY. And guess what time i woke up? 7.32am. Amazing, aint it? And its like, I woke up only because my mum came to ask me what time I need to get to school. Then i check my phone. SHOCKED like shit. I still lazed in bed for like another 3 minutes before getting up to bathe. Left the house at close to 8.50. I cabbed to school. I know its a waste of money. Its peak hour somemore. So that was like $8.65 gone. I didnt want to make Shermaine wait for long you see?

Did the freaking DBMS from scratch. Two hours went past unknowingly with warm barley for me, and grassjelly for shermaine. Went for Stats and then back to do DBMS. Skipped lunch cause of some stupid stuff me and Shermaine didnt accomplish. Then to PACC lecture. Stayed for more PACC, then eerie stories by Christina Chua. She's a REALLYREALLY nice teacher. :D Well, I remembered what Shermaine/someone else said: 'All the nicenice teacher teach us for year long modules one hor.' Thats like, so bad. But undeniably, the truth. JAYA, CHRISTINACHUA, there goes.

DBMS-ed after school AGAIN. and Zilin asked a random question while we were DBMS-ing. 'Today got fireworks anot uh?' And Canaan was like 'If today have, then I would not be a Singaporean.' And then when ben was trying to talk to me and Shermaine, the CD thing kept coming out from the CPU. Thats like SUPERRR hilarious can.

Abrupt ending. But BYE.
moodless, moody, gloomy, whatever you call that. I dont care.

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.
edited.
I dont know why people can cling onto something so tightly, And want something ___ back so badly. I just feel bad for them simply just thinking about it. Thoughts should be sorted out. LIKE FAST/IMMEDIATELY. If its not solved, it will/can get very draggy. It will get, very timeconsuming, very straining, mentally too. Decisions are all made/decided by us. The way things turn out is all due to our decisons. Selfish-ness, is not going to exist in daphne anymore. Fyi, t doesnt feel good at all like that. Quit being nice to someone you dont love. Give your attention to the one you really love. Substitution kills.

P/S: im not referring to anyone in particular. Its just,
a general remark/comment or whatever you call that.

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DBMS IS SUCK-AYE. (Thursday, August 7, 2008 / 7:41 PM)


♥ Ever felt like there was nothing
else worthwhile to live for?
Nothing worth smiling about?



Ended the day badly. Real badly.
1. Got called up by QNT with some others.
--> details are Private And Confidential. :D

2. Boyf insisted in a very adamant way that i cab home since its 6/6.30 as i am supposed to end at 4.30.

3. I cant remember Fiscal and Monetary policies at all.

4. I realise im not at all prepared for exams.

5. I HATE YEEWEE. (ok, not literally lurhs.)

Guess whose that?


Shermaineeeee. :D

Just in case youre wondering,
yes, thats STAGE'S TEE.

Yeah. Shermaine's reallyreally nice. And i really like her alot though she's like the complete oppsite of me. Well, not exactly COMPLETELY opposite of course. But yeah, she's uberr nice.
Why does it sound like i am promoting her as a consumer product? LOL. Sounds WRONG. Like, totally. HAHA.

AWWW. I have to like wake up at 6.30/6.45 tomorrow. Meeting Shermaine at 7am. Scary, isnt it? Its like, SUPERR earlyyy.

Camwhoring. A hobby of mine.
I know, its a nice photo. :D

Oh well, I shall take my sis's advice and learn to keep my posts short. So yeah. BYE!

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

fyi, photos here are ALL un-photoshopped.
Its all what it actually looks like in real life.

hello yz! im writing about you alr. (:

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HETIC DAY. (Wednesday, August 6, 2008 / 10:44 PM)


♥ if i said yes would you say yes?
if i said no would you say yes?
if i said yes would you say no?
if i said no would you say no?

OH MY. I have got so much on my to-do-list:
1. Help khong dl the PACC paper since he is afraid of dl-ing the wrong one. (which then made me suspect as to whether we printed the wrong paper.) But now he offline already. HOWHOWHOW? OK, he's back online. -.-

2. Copy PACC tutorial 12, question 5 from Shermaine's paper. (But now no need already. Thank goodness khong is kind enough to help me scan and then send to me tomorrow. Not that he doesnt stand to gain. HAHA.)

3. Find my crs essay for Shermaine.

4. Think of what to wear tomorrow.

5. Ponder on how to freaking use the G900.

6. Think very hard if its viable/useful to buy that black 'formal' top from fox. DAMN NICE PLEASE.

I need to start reading up on current affairs else my CRS on monday will die terribly. Not that 4 days can make a great difference. And its like, distressing to find that my siblings no need to go to school on monday when i even have a 40% test on that very day. The thought of them still in their lala-land when i am killing all my precious brain cells trying to think of arguments, doesnt help at all.

Oh ya. I saw this watch I really liked. Its like a bracelet. Guess, $248 or something. SUPER NICE, with all the pink rhinestones. But considering the price, chances are slim that i'll actually purchase it.

nice, isnt it?

It looks SOMETHING like that. Different in someways i think. Its really damn nice, and i fell in love with it the moment i laid eyes on it today. Yes, today. Perhaps its just infactuation but its like i think its really really pretty. I havent tried it on. Maybe it'll look too chunky on me. But its really pretty!

Oh well, nothing much happened today other than the fact that i went to coleect my dad's G900 and sent my W910i to service. So its like i am using G900 now. In fact, I will be using it for the next few days. Just in case you dont know how G900 looks like,


And i got a nice top from fox, like AGAIN. I like their clothes. Simple chic. Ok, i need to sleep nownownow. I have been procrastinating like since, i dont even know how long ago. Alrights, some photos. :D

shermaineeee :D

zilin

felicia, zilin.

SUPERRR random pic at the library.

bernice, denise.
they are both SUPERRR cute. :D

Alrights, i reallyreallyreally need to sleep NOW. BYEE!

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

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